Neglected Blog

I feel terrible that I haven't blogged in so long.  There is just so much that I want to write about, but I'm not even sure where to begin.  On January 13th my cousin's husband died suddenly at the age of 39.  He left behind my cousin and three beautiful kiddos, a son (age 6) and my goddaughter and her twin sister (15 months old). To say that this has shaken me up is an understatement.  My biggest fear is death, and this is just devastating.  I've begun watching the twins on Fridays to help out my cousin as she finishes her last semester of Nursing school and her clinical rotation.  Even though I know I'm helping, I still feel helpless.  I'll get back to blogging soon, there is so much I want to catch up on.